its about the first time in my life that i seriously lost my voice.. i dont think i ever lost it before, i never thought about losing it, never pretended that i lost it to skip rehearsals, never lost it no matter how hard i try.. but now, well, its just gone.. seems like some pixie or elf just swung by late night one day, and just pulled my vocal cords out....

and not the whole thing, they had the courtesy or leaving me the lower register, with a hint of the raspiness that makes me sound gruff and rough. So because of that, i sound like -insert confusing analogy- yup, you get the idea...

so its because i cant commicate properly vocally, so subconciously, i seek to find other
so anyway, this is also the earliest that i've woken up yet.. so whee!! a full day of activity here i come!!

/edit: due to many disruptions during the course of this entry, its almost noon now... so yeah..