Thursday, March 30, 2006

I CANT WAIT TO GET IN ARMY!

dont get me wrong, i dont really want to expose myself to the mindless running around and the unparallelled obedience of the army. Its just that i am bored of my fucking mind.. excuse the language please, i dont do it very often.... haha, it sounds so much more forceful with the added profanity. ya know, compared to:"i've been bored out of my mind". It just sounds so bland and triggers a "so what" attitude in the readers.

Anyway, back to my point. I am just so bored with what im doing.... here's a breakdown,

1pm, i wake up
2pm, grab something to eat while vegetating in front of some DVD played on my computer.
3pm, i play some game, either some version of Championship manager or something on my xbox..(this stretches indefinetly, breaking the routine only when nature calls or i venture into my kitchen in search of nourishment.)
sometimes, i actually go out of the house to meet some friends and all, but thats quite rare.
3am, i fall asleep...


Well, as you can see, this is the typical lifestyle of some youth that has given up on his life..(actually thats just my own judgement)

the thing that puzzles me so much is that just a few weeks ago, i had this entry entitled free time, what to do?, that mentioned so clearly what i planned out to do, weighed out the pros and cons of every activity, and made it seem that i would actually go about to do it.

So i came to the conclusion that i am both lazy and bored, which i think is the worst combination on earth..
i mean, if one is lazy but excited, he or she would have tons of social activities and others to keep him or her occupied with. Its still okay if its the other way around, active but bored.. its still okay, because very soon, the active part of the person is going to find something exciting to do and everything gets better. So, if you are any of those two combinations, you are alright, because one complements the other and you wont be in dipshit like me..

But in MY case, everything is different. For one, i am both lazy AND bored... so, long story short, im screwed..

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