First day of Prelims!!

Well, first day was okay... im not sure what i wrote about in the essay was as relevant as i would like it to be, but hey.. i tried.. then the compre... perhaps its the over exertion of myself during the essay paper or that my brain is just not accustomed to working hyperdrive for more than one and a half hours, it feels a bit like my state of mind now... quite zoned out and refusing to think...

well, i kinda just made a couple of mindmaps of international history so that i wont like die so badly tomorrow. oh well, i think even if i do die really badly, i wont have anyone else to blame for it other than myself. anyway... its getting late, im gonna sleep soon..

oh.. before that, today i saw this acsi dude on the train home, and he alighted the same stop as me, and its like.... man..... so poseur......... the slingbag, the spiked hair, the adidas superstars.. the swagger, the air of invincibility.... its really quite irritating to people outside, sighz.. to think that i was like that a couple of years ago..-shivers-
and also, the question popped into my head that how acsi boys can like keep tugging at their shirts, blousing them as evenly as they can so they have this buffer layer of folded out shirt to hide whatever in... their shirts kinda never comes out.. it didnt feel that way when i was back there.. haha.. maybe bibi&baba made a few changes... who knows.. now, i have to think of history as i go to bed rather than think about the waistlines of some acsi boy.....

im crazy? blame it on the prelims..