update on my whimsical life

well, nothing much has been happening really, just got screwed really bad today during choir... actually its only us, the tenors.... the teachers say that we have this fear in us that manifested into our mental block that refuses to correct ourselves.. oh well, i know first hand what she is talking about.. cuz like its not too long ago that i was the individual always getting corrected, and ya know what, i was freaking frightened of Mrs wilson. maybe because she always like glares at me.. everytime i make a mistake then... oh well..
we can do it!! come on tenors!! lets make every rehearsal good!! haha..

oh... we got a piece of disturbing lit work from Ms yim during her E8 lesson yesterday... its about this boy masturbating on the rocking horse.. i think the book the extract is taken from is called rocking horse winner if im not wrong, by D H lawrence. he puts the masturbation in such subtle kind of ways that i had no idea that it was about SEX.... gosh.... of all themes, SEX is the one that i cant pick out? gosh... anyway, lawrence is a sick sick man....he portrays the rocking horse as some kind of a sex toy!!!! u should go read the extract... man.. i tell ya....just so wrong.. like the boy is only 5 years old for crying out loud... no wonder his books get censored in his time....

i think i have grown plumper.. its like this morning, when i was late for school, i went to "the hole" behind the school and prepared to slide in as i always do when im late, (im always early ok..) then i found it was more difficult....and had to squeeze through.. maybe its the lack of jogging every monday.. or its the abscence at the park for sunday kickabouts.. oh well.. i better start to trim my weight...

and joanne, im so sorry for like misunderstanding ya.. its just that it came at such a bad timing and all.. things like this get people to think of logical reasons on why, and sadly, that was the reason we chose.. we will still be your bestest friends in choir kae?? haha.. God bless..

thats all.. tune in next time for more updates..if u even bother to read...