ok, why did i just do that?
anyhoo.. party today was fun!! why? cuz i hosted it. which made it not so fun anymore.. i mean, its really tiring and all.. and its like the first time i have ever hosted anything... so yeah well, i guess it wasnt too bad for a first effort. lalala...

went out for supper at marche, aiyah, nevermind. dont feel like talking about it anyway.. so yeah... i've been stuck with ritual people for more than like 16 hours today.. not that its a bad thing or anything.. but sometimes i just wonder do i have any real friends outside of it..

which makes it even more odd, cuz the thought of wondering about this matter itself reflects very badly on my character as a friend to anybody. oh.. and right now, because i am not thinking straight, dont be bothered by anything you read here.. heck, never take anything you read here seriously......... argh.... i really need sleep.. bad.

but, before i go, i just want to say that, sam, you will be missed greatly.. sigh.... i was dreading this day for quite a long time.. and when today it finally happened, it felt really painful.. sigh.. and in case you are reading this sam, well, for once i mean what i say. yea. wish you all the best in whatever you do friend.
oh why oh why the spirit of friend stealer is at its work again?!?!