happy easter!

right.. even though i dont celebrate this day, nor participate, i cant help but feel that the world has indeed become a better place since HE died for humanity.. so many people are touched and inspired by him and that there is genuine desire to do good, to love the person next to you, to love your neighbour, love everyone, no matter what the colour..... HE is a good man......... yet i just dont think i have the power and the ability to not to get deluded along the way if i follow HIM and his teachings.. i mean, yea, accepted HIM twice, and twice i have failed HIM...

i dont want to keep disappointing people around me, nor the angels in heaven, and of course, the SAVIOUR...

isnt it better not to follow him, rather than hammering a nail into him everytime i screw up?




ok.. shifting gears for a second.. i had the weirdest dream about jamie shaving her head, and me remarking that its so bright that i can sorta spot her from the moon.. also, daniel got sent to jail for taking drugs... i dunno, im sorry dan if u read this.. the hair was everything in between the dan that i was used to and some weird manifestation in my mind... haha.. good luck on monday..